SHE

I don’t know why but I’m getting a bit romantic now, may be because of the song (emptiness) being played on my laptop & the dim light in my room, whatever it is, I don’t want this moment and this feel to pass by so easily so why not to capture it in my blog………………but why I have named this post as “SHE”……..coz SHE is the reason for this feel & aura.

She was my batch-mate in skool but i don't exactly remember that very first moment when i saw her, may be b'coz  you don't remember the starting of a dream (as said in the muvi INCEPTION) and ya its a dream coz i don't know whether i'm gonna get her or not....so until then she is nothing but a beautiful dream..!

                                                   

She joined the skool in 3rd grade and within three or four glimpses of her, i fell in luv wid her (u all wud hav,in your childhood skool days, with someone ;), but as usual she was completely unaware of this (y can't girls understand a boy's feelings, unless he approaches and tells them :/ ). And till the time i gathered all my courage & guts to go and just talk to her for the first time, she left the skool in the 9th grade (wtf...!  so it took nearly 6 years for me to.....and still i didn't do it :(  ) . Then started my hangover time which lasted upto 1 and a half year...i missed her like hell, she was all over me (not in literal sense.....  ; )

 she was in the songs i sung 

 she was in the movies i saw

she was in the books i read (red)

 she was in the prayers i prayed  

                                                                           

 

And as the law of nature says "all that starts will come to an end " so did my hangover, after which i kind of forgot her (voluntarily :P), coz  i wasn't that kid which i used to be, i was grown up (atleast i thought so...as all the boyz do after they clear their 10th grade..B) ) ....I was a free will now ,not gasping for any love or affection...i was damn happy....and now

she was NOT in the songs i sung  

she was NOT  in the movies i saw

she was NOT in the books i read

she was NOT in the prayers i prayed

But after a year or so, again the law of nature came into action ...........and she came back into my life.........i met her and this time with words.......but the dream is stil not fulfilled....! - 

(to be continued....)